I just dont know anymore……

February 2, 2009 gbrown0407

For every woman in the world, they look for that one guy to complete them. Don’t get it wrong only the heavenly father can complete you; but as far as every man needs a woman in there life. Everybody looks for that one.

Now who ever said sexual contact doesn’t matter in a relationship hasn’t met that ONE person that just rocks there world. Because, it does matter a whole lot. But what is a relationship without the foundation? What do you talk about? Only sex, weather, or how about those Steerlers lol. Now for somebody who thinks of them self as a love child I tend to love easily. Now don’t mistake it as me being loosely with my body, I just mean when i care for somebody i care a lot. That doesn’t mean i go crazy on them. I just care, not love, but care.

With that being said how do you care for somebody who doesn’t know how to love? He tells you he cares about you, and says all the right things and makes all the right moves but at the end of the day it just feels like he does that with everyone. I try to keep my feelings in check but sometimes it feels like he loving me and not lusting over me. Sometimes I just don’t know.

I like to do things that spice up our sexual life so we keep interest in each other but sometimes I think I’m wasting my time.

I just don’t know anymore….